Change of icon/avatar/whatever! God. I am mixing it up tonight.
(It could be what I use for selfie Sunday tomorrow but idk)
I’ve been following Fia for ages now because she’s super cool so when I saw her shitty fathers post reblogged by one of the fandom blogs I follow with so many notes I actually just squealed “Fia, you’re famous!” at my laptop.
I’m not sure we’ve ever even talked but she is a princess so everyone just respect.
Having a mean case of the reds about my future today (points to anyone who can tell me the name of the film that’s from. No cheating).
It just seems like everyone around me is getting somewhere and I’m just stuck in my room doing monologues to my mirror. My closer friends (including one of my best friends) got into drama school. Facebook friends are getting work and auditioning. I’m here in my same old life staring at my motivation board and just getting down.
I just want someone to tell me once and for all if I’m shit or not. If my dream is realistic or some stupid pipe-dream that I’m best giving up now. I just want a little bit of certainty that I’m making the right decision for my life and that I’m not going to be the one left at port while all my friends row out to sea.
My mood is buried six feet under today.